So..here it goes.
B is gone and I'm home doing nothing. Is that bad?
I've been such a bum this weekend...or have I?
I poured wine at a festival last night and went home early because I was tired from hanging out with my hubby(B)the night before.
I was in bed and sleeping by 10pm.
Um..we don't have kids. Should I be out "hooping" it up instead?
Who knows. I know that I have no desire.
Today I spent my time getting ready for my week. Grocery shopping, laundry, trying to figure out drapes, ironing.
Then, I went and spent time with my SIL and my niece and nephew. I made my niece and nephew a thankful turkey(thanks Casey), took them coloring books, had quality time/talks with my SIL..but all I could think about doing is coming home and being quiet.
Is that weird?
I think I'm getting old or something? I'm sitting here right now drinking a glass of wine with my 48-Hours show on pause so I can fast forward through the commercials.
I feel so lame.
Most people my age are putting kids to bed. BUT, some, or maybe a lot, are out getting drunk, hanging out downtown, dancing their a==es off.
What I'm trying to say is that..I'm in this phase where all I can think about is with my life "with" kids. But I have none except my canine one.
Just hope it happens.
I know some of you bloggy friends might know where I'm coming from.
But...this is BIG for me to come out in public with.
I'm thinking it's OK since I'm 35 years old and it's time.
Back to my show kids.
Happy Saturday. night..................